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sunlight dancing on our skin

intertwined lazily under a central park tree

exchanging vibes, musical harmonies

pacing our lust, small doses

holding hands and gazes

adorned in the graces of his presence, touching faces

his fingertips slowly graze over my lips 
swollen from his kiss and a touch of cannabis

could a bliss be so simple?

we weave through the city

slowly, inconveniently, rebelliously

pestering pedestrians as we walk 
heavy with our hearts

staggering intoxicated with wanderlust 

of new york city and... us

who is this man?
who is this MAN -- my inner teenager demands
who is this man who envelops my entire physical being with his callous hands 
and his tattooed frame?

who is this man that i so willingly gave access to my time and affection
my vulnerability and my pain?

what does his soul taste like?

when will i step on a landmine in his mind  --

what does his anger look like?

what parts is he, and what parts are his tributes?

what parts are us, and what parts are quiet desperations?

and i wonder

could he ever love me inbetween my lines of ethereal/juvenile

... could anyone?